2008-01-30 - 8:07 p.m.

So maybe I'll do an entry about what's actually going on in my life, to make this diary seem cohesive?
I'm looking into different accommodation at Big City because my previous plans for accommodation just fell through. I'm kind of procrastinating with it because it freaks me out. I really do need to just sort it, but it seems scary to go move in with people I don't know or try to convince a college to take me when they were probably saying 'no' to people IN NOVEMBER.
I am going there because I am going to Big University, starting end of Feb. It will be awesomecakes.
I also need to enrol but this is no big thing. I'm already in the course and The girlfriend/fiancée is wonderful and I think about the structure of her cheekbones the way others do of chocolate ('cept without the eating bit). I'm gonna buy her a ring! Probably. Unless she changes her mind about the ring thing. (WHICH IS TOTALLY OKAY IF YOU DO CHANGE YOUR MIND IF YOU'RE READING THIS.) I still haven't made the transition from 'girlfriend' to 'fiancée', which I wouldn't bother typing here if I didn't think I should have. It just seems right to acknowledge it for exactly what it is, you know? But I guess there are reasons for those semantics... 'fiancée' is a cold word - this is why I should change it to 'wife', that is so much nicer ^_^ - and we're still not all out. It's sucky that we're not but hello, cheekbones! So I really can't find myself feeling sad about anything too much in light of that.
Oh my God. Wife. I'm going to have one. "Oh, have you met my wife?" This is the lesbian word-nerd's equivalent of thinking about the wedding dress. I think we both went through something about a fortnight ago where we went 'holy shit, this is really happening.'
Hrrm. I feel like I should be making entries that are proper entries and that work as pieces of writing on their own. Because I would really like to write more and I basically never do. Write properly, I mean. I made a little promise to myself before New Year's that I'd use less brackets in writing, because it's like I'm dependent on them. I have just decided, though, that this will be a New Year's Resolution. Even though I just made it into a resolution now.
I'm going on a holiday next week! I'm really excited about it, actually. It sounds like fun, and a Big Girls' Adventure! I AM GOING TO DRINK SOME ALCOHOL AND THEN LOOK AT BOOBIES!
Umm. I'm trying to get various aspects of my life and possessions into order, due to Big Movie to Big City mentioned above.
Yawny yawn. Um, my arms are a bit red right now because the dog was biting me, and on that note, the family might be getting a new dog. I haven't talked about the dog here (I did about a previous dog. He died. Now I feel miserable. THANK YOU BRACKETS YOU HAVE RUINED MY LIFE AGAIN) and this is not actually something that someone will say "Oh!" to if they randomly come across this page and re-read archives so I don't know why I'm including it. It just came to mind.
I'm not. Volunteering. Anywhere. I'm shit.
Uuuuum. I've seen some movies? And lost some weight? And cut my hair every few months? Yeah, I think that sums up where I'm at right now.