2007-01-30 - 2:41 a.m.

Mmm, I am really lucky to have my girlfriend. I'm just having a big old smooshy fest over here. I'm rather annoyed at myself that I didn't invite myself over to her place on her day off... oh well. Smooshy fest! Hopefully to be followed by a smoochy fest. I deserve to be killed for that joke but I don't think she'd do it.

Anyway, so that this has something of substance I will say this much: I'm lucky to have someone so suited to me. As far as couple dynamics go we're good except for a couple of things... we're too similar in some ways, which are baaaaad... too indecisive and weird and shy, the both of us. But it's cool, there are worse burdens to bear, I think. Anyway, when you go back to couple dynamics one of the BEST things is that she often sees through bullshit. I'm the sort of person, if you wanted to explain some people to me you'd have to explain their moral dilemmas and the way they "define their personal experiences" and "create cohesive journey tales" and stuff like that. ...Girlfriend's less upper-class-stupid and more, you know, actually looking at reality.
(Example-
Owner: Hmm, what about Jacob? You could call him Jake!
Girlfriend: ... then why not just call him Jake?)

Hurr yeah we were talking about baby names - I've discovered that to make her cry (good cry!) I just need to get her drunk and say "I love you" OR start talking about having babies. IT'S GREAT.

So, anyways - Heart, I love you, love you love you lots. You're probably not drunk right now but THAT'S OKAY I'm still going to tell you that because it's true. And that's all.